Confused

It's so hard to break a promise to someone so special to you. But what if temptation comes to screw you up? Will you choose to break a promise or engage yourself to an extreme attraction?

Realizations

I'm glad to finally realized that there are certain things I should take time to think about. There are lots of things that must be prioritized first rather than thinking of some other useless and unimportant matters. That's what I just realized now that I experienced several pains and heart aches. Through this, I believe I become stronger.

I'm back B!

The last time I posted something here was last year then. Gosh.

I miss sharing my thoughts here. I admit I pay no more attention to this site. And now I feel the guilt.

Many times I say I will write here but I haven't done it the previous months. I honestly miss my writing sessions. And here I am now, finally ready to share my new thoughts and latest experiences. I'm glad I was able to publish something here.

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Disappointment

“..I thought he loves me. I thought he’s sincere. I thought he’s faithful. I thought he’s not like others. I thought he’s something I can be proud of. I thought his promises were true. I thought he could be a partner. I thought he’d never do that.."

unforgetable night

"Having friends that could help me escape from my deepest nightmare made me a better person.."

Yes. Last night was totally a very special momentum for me. I had so many realizations in life. I thought I could handle and solve my own problem but I realized that I really can't do it myself. I need advisers to comment or even give extreme opinions to the things I've done. This way, I would know the things I have to know, change some things that should be done right and learn from the things that I was aware of doing so.

Honestly, I felt embarassed while talking in front of them but I have to be more courageous to speak and confess everything just to make myself relieved and free from guilt. I knew that they may somehow think of anything against me but it didn't bother me that much because I know that they are one of the best person's I should consult about the things I've been through. And undeniably, they were really there to listen and give the best advices they can give for my own sake.

A million thanks to Inay, Conney, Arianne and Happy face. And most especially to our savior Lord Jesus Christ for the enlightenment He gave me. Indeed, I learned much from the mistakes I've done. And I'd swear to change, for the better.