HEARTBREAKER

how could you do this to me? i don't deserve this pain, i don't deserve this extreme sadness. I am not worth all of this. I had loved you so much yet you just throw me like a trash..where in fact, you're the one who's supposed to be thrown away because your nothing, you are simply just like that. I hate you for acting as if you care.. Well, anyway, thanks for making me feel this way..now, I finally realized that you're not really worth having my love.. I'd rather give it to someone who's willing to keep it and will never break it.

CRUSH to LOVE

Since the day I got to know him, i felt something so unexplainable. Everytime I see his eyes, i can't help but to always stare at him..is this what they called "CRUSH"?? One time, we had a chance to talk..He shared something about him, and i did the same thing too..Since then, we became friends.. :) After a month of getting to know each other, he told me that he likes me.. I was ashame to tell him what I feel for him too so I hide it and never gave him even a hint..But one day, I haven't controlled myself..

I guess this isn't just a mere admiration nor just a simple crush at all..This is more like having someone you can call your own..Although I can't say this feeling will be forever, but I think this is already what they called "LOVE".