Hopeful Tries

Sometimes, I breathe deep and ask myself with a sad tone, “Why are people so reckless and dishonest and disrespectful at times?”

And I end up with a lot of reasons popping one by one over my pre-occupied head. The reasons are half understandable and half unacceptable.

Half understandable because, people are naturally like this and like that. They usually do things for their benefit without thinking how that one person on the corner feels.

Half unacceptable because, people take advantage and abuse the goodness and humility you show just to please them for work’s sake. They already let this “something evil” overpower their hearts and minds without thinking for a terrible effect that results to a huge gap between you two.

I always try to evaluate myself. Perhaps I’m the one to be blamed for these kinds of attitudes they possess. But somehow, I try to get back my thoughts of blaming myself, because in the first place, I am trying my best. The only problem is, they wouldn’t just cooperate.

I know and I believe that positive results and joyful rewards cannot be obtained if these dispositions continue to prevail. But I’ll try once more to keep on thinking for upright aftermaths in order to have controlled, honest, and respectful associates, and to end up with a progressive and peaceful workplace.

Sad Awful Love Song

Once upon a time
There was no you in my life.
I was content and happy
With the little things I got from them.
No silent cries and sad goodbyes
Just pure smiles and a healthy heart.

No wishes upon a star
But there was you who came unexpectedly.
I was surprised and startled
Yet I opened my door and let you came in.
Got no second thoughts and confusing queries
Only hopeful tries and an open mind.

One day, I shared our story under Mr. Sun
And he showed me how delightfully sunny he was.
He blessed us with his shades of yellow and abundant vibrancy
That made us stronger like ultimate fighters forever.
Never had silly arguments and blue loneliness
Merely joyful hearts and sparkling eyes.

But one night, I talked to baby moon
With little drops of tears on my right cheek.
Innocent baby moon got worried and moved closer to me.
He asked me what was wrong about our happy love story
And I said, “Baby moon, my everything was gone.”
He hastily went somewhere far and just left me a sad, awful, love song.

Oh Paris! Je T'aime ♥.♥

When I first saw you
Nobody made me glisten like you do
Right there I knew you were a good idea
‘Cause you made me wanna hunt you like a media

Your heavenly stature struck me
Like the waters that spark on a morning sea
You filled me with much excitement
I can’t wait to reach you in an instant!

With you, listed as my dream
Will later on be viewed with extreme gleam
I’ll make sure you won’t live like a tiny fantasy
‘Cause very soon I’ll taste you like a sweet cotton candy!

You Don’t Care At All

Last night when we spoke again
I was glad, and you don’t know…
That same night when we talked over
You were sad, and that I know…

You tried to get resembled
But I was too hesitant
You heard things like:
“No. Please. Let’s just be friends.”
And it hurt you, it hurt you a lot.

From that moment you stopped
Gone are the times that make me glad
No more mentioning about everything
Because you don’t care at all.

The next day you didn’t call
I was sad, and you don’t know…
That same day you did the ball rolling
You were happy, and that I know…

You dried your tears from then on
And stayed with your tough decision
I heard things like:
“I guess you were right. I have to let go.”
And it bumped me, it bumped me so.

From that moment you moved along
Gone are the moments that made you alone
No more holding on about everything
Because you don’t care at all.

I saw your name on one trending site
And you were busy with some new things
It reminds me of how it was before
Back when you still care about us a little more.

Never Really Changed

You returned and brought your heart again
Already fixed with lots of regrets
I turned away and left you with a sad song
It hurt you but you never gave up, so...

I was learning to love you again
Though I never really stopped doing it
I tried to move along when you bid goodbye
But it didn't worked out even for a while

So here we are again
Back to where we first begin
Chances were given; Choices were made
And now I see, you still haven't changed

You plead to have it back
Love and trust that didn't last
I was hopeful enough to forbid you
But months after, you threw it all again...

So where is your heart now?
Where is the love you said you have?
Tell me where could I find it...
'Cause I can't even feel a bit of it!

I don't know if I could love you a little better
Cause it seemed like I don't really matter
Unless you're alone and you've got no one
That's when you need me, but I'll never be there...

I'll never be there...
Yes I'll never be there...
I never want to be there again
'Cause you never really changed.


“Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another:
"What! You too? I thought I was the only one.” 

Thumbs up to that very accurate quote up above! I am so much happy and grateful these past few days because I have a good friend of mine whom I can sing happiness with, someone who blends with me identically. We’re now closer because we have lots of similarities… and its super fun!

Let me introduce you to my beautiful and talented friend:

She’s Faith Garnet C. Patagoc, a junior Education student majoring in Pre-school and I call her “Peyt”. Most of us her friends call her that way.

She’s smart, skinny, preppy, bubbly, thoughtful, and she has a cute voice. She’s pretty in her own simple way. She loves to draw, to polish her nails with her nice work-of-art, to explore the wonders of the world, and to fly to Paris to fulfill her dream of becoming a great fashion designer by God’s grace.

She’s a good person, and she’s much of a happy-go-lucky teenage girl. But beware! Because once you do anything stupid to her, she’s going to make sure you’ll end up dead with her words although you’re literally and absolutely alive! Hahahaha!

We have this certain similarity and that is… we both love Taylor Swift! And our love for her grows stronger with our friendship every day! We have lots of plans like having our own T-Swift T-Shirt, strolling around down town to buy Swiftie stuffs like our ever-favorite headbands, plans of searching for her poster in all the department stores here in our place and buy one or more, another is celebrating her birthday on the 13th of December and buy cupcakes (Taylor’s favorite) with #13 candle on top… and we’ll blow it together! And our newest and ambitious plans of having a photo shoot with our thrifted vintage dresses just like Taylor’s. Aren’t they super cool and fun? I’m pretty sure these plans would really make our friendship sturdier like ever!

With all the growing plans that we have, one has finally realized! And that is our Taylor Swift blog which contains pictures, poems, drawings, and a lot more Swiftie stuffs for Taylor and for all the other Swifties like us! We posted one poem which we made within just a few hours. Isn't it pretty amazing? It’s entitled “The Story of Swift Magic” and it is solely dedicated to our dearest idol, Taylor Swift.

We’re planning to add more stuffs on it so we’re hoping that you could visit our humble blog, http://taylorific3138.blogspot.com , and enjoy every single word and image we put for you our dearest swifties, and of course for our ever-beloved Taylor Swift. And oh, Faith has recently joined Blogger so please check her out and shower her some blogger love! Here’s her address: http://petzdy98.blogspot.com.
Thank you in advance Swifties and much-loved readers! ;)

Wishing to have this girl stay in my life forever so I could have someone to deal with my crazy undertakings and my modest beginnings… Love you Peyt! *wink*

Flowers On My Nails

Hello there!

How were the first few days of your November? Well mine, it just went on smooth and fine. Although I had some matters with some people and some things, but I just didn’t let them affect me too much.

Anyway, last November 2 was All Soul’s Day and my aunt suddenly asked us to come with her somewhere… somewhere cool and relaxing! It seemed like she really wanted to be in a certain place where she could unwind from the cooking stress she got after her 40th birthday last November 1st (She cooked almost all the dishes and ended up so happy and fulfilled because all of it were deliciously perfect!).

While on our way down town, she told us to look around and find an open salon where we could have our nails cleaned. We happened to pass by many great salons but unfortunately they were all closed. We tried to look for another and luckily we found Favi Salon open! Hurray!

We went inside and were accommodated very well. I got my toes and fingernails cleaned and polished. Here’s what I decided to let the manicurist do for me:

Colorless nails with little flowers on the corner. Aren’t they so cute, clean, and simple? Well I really believe in the cliché word, “Simplicity is beauty.” And that is indeed the main reason why I just wanted to polish my nails this way. And the output absolutely made me so happy!