Forbidden promise

The clock strike 5. The morning sunshine passes through the small hole, penetrating my skin. I glance outside from the window pane, breathing the warmth of the fresh air, gently touching the best gift He has given me. Then, I smiled.

This feeling’s kind of different. It’s hard. It’s painful. Yet it’s wonderful. I know this will be worth anything. I promise you, I’ll do everything I can. I’ll let you see the beauty of life. I’ll take care of you. I’ll never let anyone take you away from my arms. Then, I smiled again.

Unexpectedly, I felt a strange thing inside my womb. She’s moving so rapidly. She’s responding to what I just said. It seems like she heard me. I’m so excited! Oh God, I can’t wait!

As I took my first step towards the outside, I can eventually sense the blood running through my quavering legs. It’s flowing continuously. I don’t know what to do. The ache’s getting worse!

“Sshhh… Carry on. You can do it. She’ll be with us anytime now. Hold on honey, please hold on for us.” Then, he smiled with much hope inside.

Yes. Undeniably, I did everything I can. I didn’t even let the pain overpower me. I was trying so hard. I was grasping my every breath for you. I was keeping my promise to you.

But God’s plan prevailed. I can no longer continue to grant my promises to you. I’m sorry. But I still thanked Him because He saved you. Your soft hair, your gentle skin, you’re cute little brown eyes, I’ll always be thankful for that. Enjoy the gift of life my beloved daughter. I’ll go ahead. Always remember, I’ll watch over you and daddy. I love you. Mommy loves you so much.

June 1's friend

Hi June 1. Your dear friend, Rain, is pouring so hard today. Please tell him not to pour more tonight. You know that there are people who have no homes. Thank you.

18th with my Pylon Family

 When my 18th birthday was fast approaching, I haven’t felt so excited. Maybe because I’ll be turning one year older and because I doubted if I can send you all to our house for the celebration just like my 17th.

But fortunately, you surprised me with a very magnificent advance debut celebration! I really wasn’t expecting for this fairytale-like event to happen. I thought it was only within my dreams that I could enter on a dim place with candles and raised petals beneath, to see myself on a wide screen with my favorite song as its background music, to dance with 18 guys that bring with them 18 roses, and with the bountiful food I would share with the rest of the family.

Thank you so much for this very unforgettable birthday experience my dearest Pylon family! I will never forget how you turned my fairytale dream into a true story! ♥ :)