Thank you! :)

"You bring out the best in me like no one else can do.." :))

..wew! I never thought of this! I feel so blessed..the warm hug of my friends makes me think that I am not alone, really. They were there all along..they give all the best advices they can..whenever I cry, they sit beside me and let me lean on their shoulders..and when they see me wearing a frown face, they will immediately ask me what's wrong. I am so grateful to have such friends like them. They are the ones who understands me most of the time and they strengthens me everytime I feel like I'm gonna breakdown and cry.

Another important person in my life who still sends his care and concern for me is my long time elementary crush who went out to be my boyfriend during my highschool years..although we ended up so sudden last summer and felt so much pain within each other, we still manage to say "hi" and smile whenever we come across the corridors of our short, we're still friends..and i'm super duper glad that we are. :)) I also can't deny the fact that i'm happy everytime he calls at home just to make sure that we're doing fine. My mother and brother loves him and treats him as part of our family. But we are not thinking nor planning to get back to each other's arms again and begin to have a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship..we just enjoy every single moment that we do together with my family. Thanks so much to him for being so nice and generous to me and to my siblings. :))


Let go..

"If you love someone, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were.."

We really have to accept the fact that there are some people who chooses to leave and decides to just cut off all means of communications with the one they love for some reasons. Pathetic are the ones that has left alone. They say that guys who leaves their girls may somehow regret the decision they have made soon after they see how their ex-girlfriend had already moved on. Sometimes, I could hardly understand why boys take their pride on top of their negative attitudes. That is indeed one of the main reasons why girls tend up to break up with their special matter how much she loves him. I know that there are such corporate explanations for this confusing question..and I am willing to listen to someone who could bravely answer the thing I could not understand.

Being left behind for a couple of months now gained so much changes in me. Not seeing him for three days makes me miss him. I don't know why I couldn't see him more often these days..probably because God doesn't want us to really see each other. Phew! A lot of people always give me advices and comments like, "Ayaw na ato niya nik..he's not good for you.." and yesterday, my sister gave her latest comment about short, she doesn't like him for me.. I do understand and I am going to follow their advices because I myself know that he's no good for me..I will let him go..and I know i'll be ok. :))

when LOVE takes over..

Usually, the heart rules over the mind.

That's why teenagers nowadays doesn't think of the possible effect or result of what they are doing. They just want to be free and enjoy life as teenagers of today's generation..

LOVE. Does teenagers really know the real meaning of this word? If I were to answer, I don't really know the true connotation and how to deal with this certain powerful thing. All I know is I follow what my heart is trying to tell me..whether it may be a significant love or just a mere infatuation. I have been very careless ever since I entered the kingdom of love. Not to the person I love, but to myself indeed. Even if I know that I would get hurt, I still persist to love that person because no matter what I do, I can't bear the fact that I cannot properly concentrate on something I am presently doing if I got a dillema about him. Obviously, it's really different when you're so much in love and you're so much hurt. These two things makes a teenager's life meaningful and on the other side, miserable. Some even attempt to do bad things against themselves when they think they can't take it anymore. Others just forget everything that had happened to them for they just think that it's useless anymore since it ended already. People who haven't been in love might say that people whose undergoing this kind of situation are kinda over acting because of surrogating such things like this. But maybe someday they would know how it feels to be in pain when they finally experience being hurt by the person they love.

With the situation I am undergoing right now, I could really say that it is so hard. I'm finding ways to let myself enjoy life while I'm still living. I still have lots of things to prove, so much to experience, so much to do and so much to say. hehe. God is still having plenty of plans for me. I know someday I can get through this sorrow. Perhaps it's just a matter of time. And prayers will help me move on from this major major kind of pain and sadness.