which is which?

it's just so hard to choose between the two things you love.. :(

Both of them really impressed me so much..they've been my inspiration since before..they both do things that makes me happy..and until now, they are still there, giving me that very special love which makes me more confused..i know i should not let anyone of them wait for nothing..maybe one of these days, i will be having enough courage to tell them..oh God! one thing that will really change is the treatment.. :( for sure i'll be having a hard time thinking about the very important decision that i will be making.. (sigh)