When confusion strikes and it knocked you down

I guess two of the greatest achievements in life are when you are able to control your temper against someone you hated the most and when you are able to control your feelings towards somebody you love yet you cannot have.

These two lived inside of me today. And as if they don't have plans of leaving me now that I really want them to be out of my system. Being in this state is not where I wanted to be. But at least I know how to control. Perhaps I know what's right from wrong.

I want to be free. Free from the feeling of being controlled too much.
I want to follow my heart. But my heart allows me to do what I must not do.

They said; never burst your madness over someone so you won’t get a heart attack plus a definitely ruined day. They said; always use your head over your heart to get rid of pain in the end.

Yes, I am presently doing that. But why am I feeling this way today?

Hah! I really don’t know. I don’t know. I do not know!

It’s as if my confusion before visited me once again.

Oh Lord, help me to fight against this feeling. I really need your enlightenment today. Please.

6 sweet lime/s:

Orange Pulps ♥ said...

In everything we do, God is testing our attitude towards that thing. So if you must, control your temper and be calm. God knows your intentions, and your heart. He will comfort you. Worry not. :)

Greenikz Ü said...

Thanks a lot, Rolz! I'm feeling better now. At least. =)

Palak Dua said...

life will give keep taking you to this stage!u may crib,cry,feel frustrate,but trust me heart is olws right dear,just follow ur heart! loved ds post :) good work :)

Anonymous said...

hey.. u rite awesome..

Greenikz Ü said...

@palak: Thank you so much for the encouragement and appreciation. =) God bless you.

Greenikz Ü said...

@richierich: Thanks a lot! =)